I began to become involved in the Prophetic Movement because I-Hop had all the prophets and associated with others said to be prophets being in Jills school I was asked to pray for the people at several of the conferances.
So this got me started on my journey of deception and I started going to many of the conferances and there is such deception and addiction - and satan has a way of making you think you are running after the Lord but in reality you begin chasing after man.
I had heard all about the gold dust - the feathers and angel dust -satan is so suttle for these things take man away from the Lord and put their attention on false manifestations and angels - although I never worshiped angels nor really was evey drawn to the manifestations all part of the deception - just never seemed real to me - my focus became more on the man of God while deceiving myself I was just seeking more of Jesus.
Thinking how spiritual the man of God was and this is exactly what they count on - this is what the big name people live for
They are not millions of dollars rich because they preach the cross and repentance. they keep the people convinced they are in touch with and hear from god and his angels surround them.
There are spirits of darkness that follow many of these big conferance speakers and most prophecy falsely.
Saddly I had one come to me and tell me I was being deceived even the Holy Spirit would bring up red flags - even allowing me to see the spirits of darkness in two of the most popular lady conferance speakers - even tothe point their voices began to sc sreechand I said, Thank you Lord for showing me their deception and that they are false Prophets and so I go geting involvec further looking for only the real men of God -"Right!" ended up at one of Rodeney Howard Browns conferances and the Holy Spirit exposed to me the spirit of darkness this man really walks in.
As if this was not enough - I end of going to a five day conferance with Patrica Cox/King and then to a couple of Todd Bentleys conferances - see I was infected with deception - and I was totally ignorant of their third heaven guided Visualization ignorant of the doors that open one to spirits of darkness - the New Age calls them spirit guides - demons is what they are. They use imagagery - and taught about open portals to heaven.
Well you would think my precious Lord would have had enough of this - what an awful example I must have been to some.
Well at one of Todd Bentleys conferances I boughthis teaching on third heaven visitations - and brought it home to listen too.
I was laying on my living room floor listening to his teaching on how to visualize the third heaven - he instructs you how while you are listening tells you what to say and as I was getting caught up into his guided teaching - -all of a sudden my body began to jirk and shake and suddenly became as if frozen stiff - I could not move any part of my body and I knes some demon was trying to take control of me - and so with all the effort I could muster - I cried out God save me - Jesus help me and as soon as I pleaded with the Lord - my body went totally limp.
God spared my that night and I will be forever thankful.
I spent most of the night in tears of repentance asking God to forgive me confessing my sins against him and I began to renounce all the hands layed on me and all the deception I had opened myself up to and I sobbed for a very long time for grieving the Holy Spirit and setting such a horrible example of the true Power and person of the Holy Spirit.
So yes I am a witness against them - I have set in conferances with most in the Prophetic movementand so I will warn and sound the alarm - the spirits that so many walk in are dangerous and they are deceptive and the speakers have just enough truth to their message always making you think they can bring in the needed revival and open heavens - and that they are Gods sent apostles and prophets.
Again I am so greatful to my Lord - for his mercy and his love
